Last week – what a crazy challenge! There was way more going on then we had the energy for, which may have resulted in not so pleasant situations, plans or events totally falling through and the feeling of "I don't have enough money/love/friends/time (you name it)" trying to make it's way into the collective mind. I hope you were and still are able to not take these energies too close to heart – they are not necessarily an indicator for the actual state of anything nor are they necessarily a guiding force towards what you should or should not be doing. Don't get me wrong – they could be. But this is where you, my love, have to step in into YOU, your energy, your desires, and really feel what is there. If the crazy energies of these past days have felt completely wrong and confusing, maybe that's just what it is. But if you've felt that something have been nudging you in the same direction you alredy knew you have to go, then let me put it very simple – there is something there.
This is actually my second time writing this reading. I was completely done, and then POFF, suddenly everything was gone. Stepping into this week I felt that I could breathe again, everything was just in perfect flow. And now I'm really grateful for the space that this week has brought in which prevented me from having a total mental breakdown. Hey, did your hear – there is finally SPACE! Space in time, space in thought, space to feel and see and be everything that you are. We can actually get through challenging stuff now with minor damage. So, let's do this one more time!
This week begins quite interesting since The Four of Crystals is really asking us to take a closer look at what we have been doing/thinking/acting on lately. This is a major step out of something old and no longer serving, and a step into something new and rewarding. This is definitely a reality check – one that makes us re-think and re-define everything we think that we believe in, everything that we once "bought" as a truth or a rule to live by. More often then not it is something we've simply inherited from parents or family or the culture or the society. More often then not these "truths" are not something that we chose to begin with. They can refer to anything, big or small, and it is crucial for us to find these so called truths and compare them to the authenticity within. Does it resonate? If it is not a loud and clear YES, then it is probably a no. Ask yourself – what am I holding on to that is not mine? (Some topics where these sneaky beliefs can be found are money, success, love, work, passion, relationships and family. What does these topics really mean to you?)
I am feeling that there is a huge need for reassurance right now, and both me and The Page of Cups are here to provide you just that. She is telling you to TRUST – your inner voice, you feelings, what your heart is whispering to you. And I am telling you exactly the same. There is no right and wrong when it comes to creating a life of purpose, a life of your dreams, a life where you become and find yourself doing everything that you ever dreamed of. Every bit of it is about trust. Trust that you are supported, trust that you have all the tools and all the space that you need to make everything you are dreaming of happen, trust, trust, trust. You ARE held, whether the feeling of it is clear to you or not, the support is always there.
The outcome of the letting go and putting the trust in yourself and the unfolding of it all will bring you more energy. Because frankly, false beliefs and feelings of lack can suck our energy dry and leave us with NO space. This vitality is what is going to fuel you in becoming more of what you already are, in stepping into your own shoes and filling them up a little bit more. You know what it is that has been calling your name softly, that has been shown to you in many different ways, that have popped up in you mind when you least expected it to. When you step in to that, there is only one thing you need to steer clear from, and thas is GIVING A SHIT ABOUT WHAT OTHERS THINK! We just don't have the time to do that anymore! You don't have the time to do that anymore. The Page of Swords is guiding us all into a new paradigm, a new direction, a new venture. There is a place for you, which only you can fill. But if our precious time is spent on caring about what others think, there will be not much done. People will always be as they are, they will always do as they do. Focus on what WORKS, focus on YOUR people, YOUR tribe. Those are the ones always supporting you, always cheering you on, always interested, always loving. And also, I am with you, walking by your side, cheering you on, always.
Walking by our side as well is Goddess Sedna. This is her message: "You are supplied for today and all of your tomorrows. This is an abundant universe, filled with more than enough for everyone. Yet, the energy format of this planet is about polarities. In this instance, it's about giving and receiving. The key is to balance the two. If you only give, you'll feel drained, resentful, and experience lack. If you only receive, you won't enjoy what you have. Balance comes from fearlessly giving as you're guided, and then receiving with joy and gratitude. It's exactly like breathing: Both the inhale and the exhale are identically important. Prectice giving and receiving daily, and you'll never want for anything".
With love, always,
Decks used: The Starchild Tarot & The Goddess Oracle Cards